This coming Sunday is Mother’s Day. It is the first one since my Mom passed away and my first time being a Mother. Needless to say, I am at a loss for words… and feelings. I hate when people tell me I should be grateful for my daughter… it’s like NOOOO KIDDING!!! I never said I am not. It’s just pretty difficult to celebrate something that directly correlates to how much you need your Mother and she is gone. Ok, enough said… these are supposed to be pretty thoughts.

Feliz Cinco de Mayo everyone!!! I am not going out to drink Margaritas or anything this year but I am super excited to be making quesadillas for dinner tonight. I just got finished chopping the tomatoes and browning the meat. I have onions, peppers, salsa, shredded cheeses, and what I call “liquid cheese.” This is definitely not the most healthy meal around but it’s gonna be fun! It doesn’t hurt to eat bad once in a while. I hope my husband and my Dad can hold out until I get home at 7 PM tonight! (They better!!!!) I have prepared everything so that when I get home all we have to do is put the quesadillas together and throw them on the quesadilla maker. This isn’t related Mexican related or anything but I am also looking forward to when my husnad makes Rice Krispy Treats for us tonight! Since Easter, when we colored them pink, every time we make them we put food coloring in to jazz it up a bit. LOL we like doing it, it’s a fun, easy. and not too unhealthy snack. Afterall, the marshmallows are fat free! The recipe requires butter but very little. I don’t do that fake butter garbage… I am not into weird chemicals and things our bodies don’t know how to digest. I also don’t drink diet pop. If I want to eat healthy I just won’t have pop at all or cut back. Of course I still eat other things with unnatural ingredients like this “liquid cheese” I am about to have on my quesadilla… but I won’t seek out “artificial” sweetners because they are considered “sugar free” or fake butter because it’s considered to have less fat. Enough with my food rant, and now back to my dinner! We also have baked tortilla chips to go with our fresh salsa! I just remembered we have some left over Margarita mix in the fridge! Yippeee! As you can see I love doing thins for and spending time with my family. Any excuse to be with them is a good one. Why not have a little Cinco de Mayo celebration?! Enjoy.

I was just posting on there again today “pimping” my blog. I don’t know why I bother. There are posters there that will use ANYTHING to start an argument. On ein particular with the username of Shoozy decided to comment on my board post. My post was telling the members to please read my blog. Evidentally she did, and came back with some nasty comments. First off she accused me of asking for their “advice.” A blog is not meant to gather advice it is simply made to vent and post about things that are on your mind… aka an online diary. She started talking about my blog post I had written about my hair cut that was too short and the biotin. She made some rude comments about how I should quit complaining and what not. Another poster even stated that I am trying to sell pills! These people are a hoot I tell you. It makes me giggle every time I go on. However there are posters that are very nice to everyone and they are what keep the board afloat. Their insight on the GH characters are story lines are very interesting. I enjoy reading and posting with most of them for the right, wholesome reasons. I enjoy posting with the others  for a good laugh! It’s so funny to think of how nuts these people are and how they actually survive in the real world. Well on the other hand, I don’t think they do… that is why they have to form “cliques” and make friends online because they have NO LIVES in the real world. I picture most of them as over-weight women in their mid 40’s with hair that is too long for their age. The hair is gray because they are too lazy to color it. This woman would also have at least 3 cats and her recliner chair is a yellow-orange color. The house smells like stale cigarettes too. Anyways, that’s just what I invision in my head when these women are posting their ridiculous dialogue. Well, back to the boards! I will be back with more stories!