So I found my dream house, in my dream location and with dream amenities. Not only is it MY dream house but my husbands as well. It has so many postive aspects such as it is only a few years old, it is owned by a doctor and kept immaculately clean, it had a pool in the subdivision, the basement is partially finished and plumbed for a bathroom, there are three bedrooms and two and a half baths. The landscaping is absolutely gorgeous and the price is just as nice. However, there are huge downfalls as to why we cannot have this house right now. First off we own the condo we are in. Things are not selling right now and if by some miracle it did sell, they are going for half the price of what my husband bought it for about four years ago. Secondly, even if we were to rent it out or let it go to the bank, banks are much more strict about mortgages these days and there is no way we’d get approved for a second mortgage. If I was working, well getting paid for my hard work of being a stay at home Mommy, then things woul dbe easier. I could be on th emortgage, but since that isn’t the case it seems like we are stuck. I have a gut feeling about this and really think if there is a will there is a way. I can’t let this house and opportunity to have a better life for my family so I am committed to doing whatever we can to make this work, starting with saving better for a down payment. I know I will think of a plan, I just hope it happens before the house is off the market. I don’t wanna be stuck in the condo (although it is lovely just small) forever.

Soon I will be getting a new tattoo. I have decided what I want and where. I want a tiny star and a tiny heart (in black) in my left wrist. When I was little and I didn’t want my Mom to leave my room I would always kiss her on the cheek and each time I’d say “star” then kiss her again and say “heart.” I have NO CLUE why! I was just a crazy little kid. Some kids say they gotta go potty, some want a glass of water, and some want a snack. I just didn’t want my Mom to leave the room so I kept giving her goodnight kisses. I will never forget my Mom but I figure this is a permanent reminder of how close we really were. I am very excited for my new tattoo. The place I go to is very reputable and up scale. Their artists have amazing talent I wouldn’t trust getting a tattoo anywhere else. Ink Slingers and Eternal Tattoos are a joke! LOL

I am torn. I don’t know whether I should get a second tattoo or not. Then there is where. I really really want a tiny one on my left wrist, BUT I do realize that I am not going to be young forever. I have thought however, that if it’s small I can always wear a watch or a bracelet! Lol. I really want something black, but I also want it to be meaningful. I was thinking a small sacred heart to honor my Mom since her favorite Saint was Saint Jude. (Even thou my Mom did not approve of tattoos!). I think that if I can find a great pic of one, I will bring it to the place where I go called XS. I have been thinking about it a lot lately and even though I am 27, married and have a child, my Dad is gonna freak! Oh well I guess. I really want it, I think I just talked myself into it while writing this. Hahaha.